Lost in the dangling conversation...

So, what do you write in the middle of a pandemic?
I mean, really...what?

In school Zoom calls, we always joke, "in our after-pandemic reflection meeting, we'll make sure to note...X, Y, Z, AA, AB, AC, etc." Seriously. It is like designing a license plate scheme for a state - the number of combinations you can come up with to catalog the things we wondered, noticed, learned, had to learn, and didn't even know existed a month ago is a mathematical challenge.

A heart challenge, too. If I'm honest, and you know you always can be in writing -
I want my old life back.

The wait in my car at the drive-thru and the first sip of my chai latte,
that signaled the start of a good day doing good things
for and with kids, teachers, and coaches.

But what about the special people at home

and pouring your heart and soul into them right now?

         You can do that, too.

You can bring peace where there's strife,

growth where there's stubbornness

and smiles after tears.

I've entrusted them to you.

Can you trust Me with the hills and valleys - even if it feels like there are more valleys than hills?

Even if the mundane feels...more than mundane?

And even when no one rushes back to say thank-you?

I know how that feels, too. I can help.

The time by myself in the car, 

that prepared me for the day ahead 

and the evening at home.

But why don't you depend on Me for your peace?

I've come so that you can have it, and

you spend your days thinking about what you should and could be doing

instead of where I've placed you right now.

I'll grant you quiet and space.

Can you quit depending on yourself to provide it?

My burden is light.

The ballgames. Oh, the ballgames. 

The close plays. 

The excitement. 

The stories afterward.

But what about all the extra innings I'm giving you here?

Remember, the time at home that you longed for last spring

when you were running everywhere?

Yes. That.

I'm giving it to you now. Generously.

Use it to love your team well

to grow their hearts

their minds

their can-do spirit.

Their perseverance in the eternal.

You can be their coach, too.

Will you use your own stories to help them grow?

Tell them so they can trust Me and they can trust you, too.

The time at work to 

explore new questions, 

learn new things, and 

grow new ideas.

But what about situating yourself to learn from Me?

Remember I can make a way where it feels like there is no way.

And I can do it again. And again. And, again. And, again.

And, I will.

Will you just let go of controlling the work time already?

(I feel like we've had this talk before...we can have it again.)

(And I run a better meeting - you've told me so.)

I'll provide the content, the opportunities, and the ideas.

I'm sufficient.

You can trust me. 

I give rest to those who trust.

Or, do I? Do I really want it all back?

Or, do I want to listen, learn, and practice these luxurious lessons? In this space and time that defies all reason, I'm leaning toward the latter. It's really the only thing that makes any sense right now and that would feel valuable in my own post-pandemic reflection...

Write on,

b

P.S. I'm so curious... How are you right now? What are you learning?